by FaithfulRemnant on Wed Feb 20, 2008 10:17 pm
Ok, thanks for that. I am glad to sound refreshing even though I am recovering from being sick. Sorry to hear how you are rejected. I cannot comprehend this, although I can't hide my non-Laestadian connections forever. I have read the the stories here and I am grieved. The Laestadian Lutherans almost seem "liberal." But what grieves me is to think someone told you that your sins are forgiven, but then says don't do this, don't do that or else you are now an unbeliever and need to be forgiven again, etc. I have just been listening to a good preacher on CD and laughing. I loved when he talked about a church janitor and such a "lowly" position doesn't mean you are just a poor ole janitor...it's a calling. He said even the church janitor could have a jet and travel around to share the Gospel. And I am a church janitor..lol. God can prosper the janitor just as much as the pastor or traveling evangelist! Will I be a flying janitor, cleaning people's lives up instead of polishing floors and pews? Who knows. All things are possible with God. A janitor might have a "lowly" position in modern money-hungry status-driven society, but Jesus says the last will be first!;)
Regarding Bible study: I invited some Laestadian Lutheran folks to my home for a service, since there was no local congregation. Anyway I was expressing the distances from them and being isolated(this is when I thought they were the only valid Christians), and so I told this one man, the one who preached in my home, how I have been reading the Bible and so forth and he actually said something negative about it. I can't remember what, but it just really disappointed me. It was like the total opposite of what happened to me alone with the Bible in my college dorm. Imagine, nobody else was in that dormitory and I felt so lost spiritually and the devil was attacking me horribly, I coud not even sleep at night for fear of dying and going to hell. This was severe is all I can say and had it not been for a miracle, I went beyond the devil's doubts(you sinned and are not worthy to read the Bible) and studied the scriptures and was released of my doubts and went from despair to certainty, from torment to joy. It almost sounds like a Laestadian experience. But compare that to what that preacher who came to my home said. I think this is why I was grieved. They think the Bible is quite useless by itself. I will have to look, but I think I read once where one of them said it is just a dead letter or something. Don't quote me on this, but something to this effect comes to my mind. Or maybe you know of this also? Ever heard of this teaching, that God's word is just a dead letter without another believer or something to this effect?